Réflexion

Elle me regarder,

Regarder à travers moi,

Comme si je suis verre à la lumière.

Me voir, mais ne pas, pas me voir,

Comme si sa réflexion est moi,

Son miroir est moi.

Sa vie est ma vie.

Je suis son sosie,

Mais je suis toujours moi.

Mais suis-je le moi que je veux être,

Suis-je le genre de personne qui me reflète?

Est la personne que je vois,

Regarder avec des yeux vitreux droit dans les miens,

Le jumeau que je ne savais pas,

Ou est-ce juste une illusion folle que j'ai envie?

Est-ce une illustration que j'ai dessiné,

Seulement à l'oubli?

Qu'est-ce que c'est?

Est-ce moi?

Je sais que je ne suis pas qui je suis censé être,

Mais comment une fille peut gérer cela?

My Christmas Carol

What happens when you see the first star,

Of this new year.

What about the sunset or moonrise.

Of this new year.

First there was one year.

Where there were lots of toys to share.

In the end of that year.

We were unstoppable.

We made things possible.

In the start of the year,

Where we are together.

In the end of our time,

In the new time again.

In the future,

Where our lives are plenty.

Where there is more hope and freedom.

I pick one day that I seem to know.

I sing about the topic of my choice.

And I seem to see that you know what choice I made.

Its all about red and green today where theres elfs and many toys to play.

Where the merrier the spirit there is more fun.

Where this season is happy for everyone.

Sleep by the fireplace.

Where the stories will be told.

Where we are together in this world celebrating this time of joy.

Sleep now my many children,

With the heart of gold.

And in the morning Santa will bring the toys and days of laughter to you.

I wish you now,

A year of joy,

Where our troubles will never come,

And our days of youth shall come again the days of Christmas are today.

Now all of us,

No matter who.

We will be harmonizing in joy and carols of all.

I wish thee a Merry Christmas.

And dont forget a Happier New Year.

Hell?

Are you sane in this universe,

Bringing color,

Bringing light.

Seeing people for who they are.

Or see our faces the way they seem.

Say my name.

When you reach the universe of pain,

When the lights are down low.

Seek my Hand out from the darkness.

Away.

From.

Hell.

Read me the book of hell,

Seek for the knights.

That defeated the demons so well,

Take my hand and lead me away!

Running fast, from the darkness.

Save my life.

Once again.

Don't feel lost or out of sight.

Feel the darkness of the light!

Future? US?

Our lives are blended in time,

Where we see each other.

See our selves together,

And in time we will be seen.

In the future,

Our lives are bleak.

Together we will be STARDOM!

In the now,

More so than any portion of time.

We are seen separate.

But in my work I will see you.

Seen by you so morbidly.

I think I might just set this one out.

In the daylight you are so bright,

And I’m just the one in the corner.

You are a fashion statement.

I am the teen with a shattered will.

You are the face of freedom.

I am a caged bird with clipped wings.

In my mind you are not a freak.

In my mind you are my idol.

In my mind I’m so damn dizzy.

From thinking almost every night.

In the days of time.

Once upon ago.

You were the freak.

But.

Now in my life you’re somehow.

Capturing my heart again.

Even though you don’t know.

In my mind I can’t understand.

I dont know anything thats going on.

All I see on tests, quizzes, and all the blanks on everything,

Is your face saying something anything that you never will say.

I wish that I could stay in my mind,

Or in my dreamland all the time.

Where we are together.

In the days we are seen.

TOGETHER.

In reality so bleak.

Our future seems so weak.

i just should give up.

NO!

Im the survivor of something or other.

Im the survivor of being captive.

Im the survivor of a bad relationship.

Im the survivor I won’t give up.

Glass Heart

I stand here in this world of greed,

I stand here with you watching over me,

I stand here with that black eye,

Just as painful as a broken heart could be,

My heart is as delicate as glass,

One step in the wrong direction.

And my heart will be broken into pieces.

Just like the images,

Flowing through my head,

Just like an eagle,

Singing with dread.

I cast away my thoughts,

And selfish heart.

Just so I can be a/the human with a full heart.

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

Maybe someday,

I will catch my prey.

In the future sometime,

It may change my fate.

Ohh, Ohh, OHH, OHH

And in this/the clearing,

Where the pasture is,

And my heart still yearns,

For yesterday.

I stand here,

As the rain falls down,

I stand here,

As my worries wash away.

I stand here,

As my clouded mind,

Is thrown into a reckless storm yet again.

OHH, OHH, OHH, OHH, OHH, OHH, O----

I stand here in this world of greed,

I stand here with you watching over me,

I stand here with that black eye,

Just as painful as a broken heart could be. (x2)

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh, OHH, Ohh, OHH (x2) Ohh…...

The Veil

The veil of light that closed over her eyes,

It sealed the vision creaks that were left exposed.

She walked out of the spotlight she was under,

Making her way into the clearing.

Not understanding where her adventure shall take her.

Wandering into the clearing of a cliff surrounded by trees.

STAY

And in my times of the year,

Incredible in all my years,

I shout out loud,

Hear my voice,

I’m screaming out what I want to say.

I’m calling out,

Screeching now,

On the top of my lungs,

I yell,

“Here I come!”

I follow the train car,

While you’re on your bike,

Going south to Mexico,

Flying fast,

Falling from a plane,

Arrive fast to the ground.

Fuming,

I’m running,

Leaping,

Jumping,

Racing,

For the bike you’re on.

I get on the road,

Making my way towards you,

Trying to face fate,

Standing up to everything.