For David Sage (A Tribute to Sage, the leaf-boy)

      This was supposed to be posted on March 4th, but instead I forgot to do so. I had posted it on FaceBook and on Instagram, but I forgot the one sight that rarely anyone visits that is like my own personal diary related issues that I can look back on.
      My friend Sage passed away in the beginning of this year, and behind the wondrous eyes and the amazing smile, he was sad and lonely. I believed that since he made us happy by just one comment then he was happy too, but I misjudged his happiness. 
      Earlier this year Sage committed suicide, I only wish that I could've seen the unlit eyes of his soul before he went. I wish that I could've mended his soul and had him go to Sharp Mesa for help. The program sure helped me. I wish that I could've been there for him when he needed someone the most. 
      I miss him very much and to commemorate him I made this poem, well a while ago.
     By the way I seemed to have written this poem only to know that he changed his name yet again to Sage, so I originally knew him by David.
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I promise to remember you,

Even if you are not here beside me,

I will take in breaths of air,

I will sing sweet lullabies,

I will see the memories behind my eyelids of us.

And I will remember your laugh as the wind blows by me.

I promise to see you.

But when we are so far apart that might not be so soon.

I promise to think happy thoughts,

And not the sad ones that loom in.

I promise to be brave and strong.

I promise to be creative,

I promise to be kind,

And i promise to be at your memorial.

Someday in the near future when i think of you tears will not come to my eyes.

In place of them will be your remembrance.

Your life shall shall remembered.

Your life will be shared.

We will value our time that we spent with you.

I speak as a friend to you when I say that I will remember and miss you.

I speak as an individual when I say that I've known you.

And I speak as a member of SDA when I say that your being will exists forever at SDA.

I will forever remember you.

I will forever miss you.

I miss you David Sage.

The Side Effects of Living

They say that when life gives you lemons,

You make lemonade.

But when the world turns it back on you for a second and all hell breaks loose.

What then?

In my knowledge of this occurrence it seems that the day starts anew anyway,

No matter how hard we protest for it not to come true.

When the skipping of a part in our time lines,

Its best to make the best of it or push it away,

The feelings don’t last all that long and we don’t loose anything from brushing it off.

A core belief of mine that I have in this portion of time is to try and make sure life doesn’t happen the same way twice,

Or where is the fun in having something if your going to have it duplicated?

The pain would be the same,

All the happiness and joy would be lived through the exact same way and during the same timeframe,

Reliving all the grief, remorse, and guilt all together.

And having the same family from head to toe all the same feeling like a robot was given their memories.

Plus all of their facial expressions.

Its like we leapt through time only to relive it to the same exact point from where we leapt from in the first place.

A life where all our dreams and goals stayed the same,

From the end to the beginning all of our life’s plunders and achievements have been the same.

From bad to worse,

In the light or out in the darkness,

In the depression full of anxiety or in the joyous waters that surround us,

We will live through it,

All the way through it,

To the end of time,

Forever shall we live.